It’s another Monday! woo. Yeah I’m actually not too excited for this Monday either. Meh.
So most of this weekend I spent annoyed and frustrated. At just about everything. My mood was terrible and I couldn’t get out of it. I think a lot of it had to do with my creative block. Especially my writer’s block. It plagued me for most of the weekend.
I spent all day Sunday trying different things to get out of it.
Writing. Coloring. Drawing. Everything was not going how I wanted it to go. Actually it was going worse that how I wanted it to go.
It wasn’t until last night that I started listening to music and thinking about what I was listening to. Most of it was pretty mindless but slowly I started getting into the deeper meaning songs that I enjoy. And I came up with this:
They’re some of the hardest words to say and even harder to get from others.
You finally find the words. The strength. And you say,
Sometimes its not enough.
So you search for different words, the right words, and even gestures to show another how truly remorseful you feel for whatever you did or say that hurt them in the first place.
So you find them and again you say,
But it’s still not enough.
They walk away. Leaving you behind. Never looking back. And you say,
You’re pleading for them to stay. Or at least look back at you.
They keep going. And you whisper,
I absolutely love this one. So so much.
I think it captures how truly heartbreaking it is to hurt another and have them never forgive you. I also think it really captures how hard it is to be the one that’s been hurt and how difficult it is to make the decision to walk away.
I’m so happy with how this piece turned out, you guys. I wasn’t going to give up on pushing through this block. I’m just so ecstatic that it only lasted a few days! Yes!
The support I felt was amazing and thank you.
Stay classy and sassy. ❤