I have been sitting here. Looking at my screen for the past hour. Trying so desperately to find the words to create what I want to say. What I’m feeling and wanting to get across. But I can’t. I have written words and deleted words over and over. And this was the best I could come up with to express everything that I’m feeling:
You are a part of everything that I write,
Everything I imagine,
Everything I create.
You’ve become such a part of me, my soul, who I am.
I am beyond grateful to know you.
Beyond blessed for how you inspire me.
How I have changed for the better because of you.
Words will never describe how I feel about you,
But thank you for all that you are to me.
And then I also wrote:
Life is way too short;
Unfortunately I’ve learned that far too much in the past few weeks.
So forgive if I hold on a bit tighter, a bit longer.
I apologize if I check in with you more than you think I should.
I just want to know from now on that I’ve done everything that I can,
And I have less regrets with friendships,
I can’t take much more of the heartache knowing I should and could’ve done more.
Just know it’s all out of love.
Because I love you.
My heart hurts but yet it is full. Full of hope. Full of love. Full of so many things. It hurts for others and myself. It hurts because of the unknown. Because of so many things. I just needed to get some of it out. Somehow. Any way. And this is what I got. I hope you guys enjoyed it. I hope it helps. You, me, anyone.
Stay classy and sassy guys<3