Monday evening I went to see a psychologist. And I needed it so much. Honestly, more than I even realized. Which we all know, I know I needed it quite a lot.
I’m not going to go into it too much because I have to draw a line somewhere, ya know? But what I am going to share is that I ended up talking about things that I just didn’t realize we bugging me. Obviously they were more subconscious but still. I also was more honest with myself and my psychologist than I feel that I have been about these types of issues.
One of those things being, I hold myself to a very ridiculously high standard. Like stupid high. And I need to stop that. Which won’t happen immediately or all on its own but with work and time, hopefully I can. I also blame myself too much and put pressure on myself in ways I really shouldn’t and ultimately are unhealthy for me.
I’m sure you guys know where this is leading…
I’m taking a break. A real, real break. I’m going to try to learn to relax, focus on me and rest up.
Right now, the high standard that I put on myself with my blog is not helping things. It won’t be too long but it won’t be too short.
Though I’m looking forward to this break, I’m looking forward to working on no pressure writing and just see what blossoms when I come back.
Stay classy and sassy<3